[01/08/10] Houellequin: fuckerrrrrrrr
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: :3
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Houellequin: did you look up the show i suggested
[01/08/10] Houellequin: you run of the mill metalhead
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :P
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I looked at all your links.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: alright come on ask me some questions
[01/08/10] Houellequin: about metal
[01/08/10] Houellequin: ill fucking ream you
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Name all side projects and guest appearanced of Mick Kenney. Good luck.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: apperances*
[01/08/10] Houellequin: fukpig, mistress, exploder
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Keep going.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: You are missing some.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: who gives a shit about what he wanks over in his spare time, he also co owns feto records with shane embury AND he produces shit for theoktony and unsantum…happy?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Aborym.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Mayhem.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Sunn(((O))
[01/08/10] Houellequin: hes a red headed ginger, who cares? he really likes king diamond too…
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: King Diamond was instrumental, albeit in aesthetics, to Black Metal.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Oh, I failed to mention Forst.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Frost*
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yeah frost was alright, cursed again was better than talking to god…. also, kind diamond provided atmosphere too dont forget
[01/08/10] Houellequin: but fuck him
[01/08/10] Houellequin: what about tore stjerna?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: way more influential dude
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Got me there. I’m American, shit’s not easy here.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: aka Necromorbus, has a studio in texas
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Necromorbus I know.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: dude its the same guy
[01/08/10] Houellequin: was in funeral mist, nex, aeternum, produced for watain
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Averse Sefirum?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yeah he produced them
[01/08/10] Houellequin: good band
[01/08/10] Houellequin: sefira
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: my bad
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: been 10 years.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Houellequin: since what?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: their album from 08 their best so far
[01/08/10] Houellequin: artwork by jos smith
[01/08/10] Houellequin: know him?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I listened to them.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I know, rcently started listening more.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Back in the day they were good.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: did the goathead logo for bathory…did jos
[01/08/10] Houellequin: back in the day? LAWL okay dude.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Old fashioned BM in the US.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: hear them now, up their wrth leviathan
[01/08/10] Houellequin: heard vrolok?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Leviathan makes me vomit.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: why?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I didn’t like it.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: lurker of chalice?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: weakling?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Hear of Niroth?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yes
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I know the singer.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: dont own anything by them though
[01/08/10] Houellequin: of?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: NIROTH.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: hmm
[01/08/10] Houellequin: i know my mum
[01/08/10] Houellequin: and the singer of sadistik execution
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: niroth is better than your mum.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: hunters moon
[01/08/10] Houellequin: maybe
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I wrote their fuckign lyrics.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my mum gave birth to me
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Abortion might have done better. Don’t mind me, I am in competitive mode.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: but then there wouldnt be me, the pinnicle of metal; knowledge
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Winged Creature?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: sounds awful
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: they were
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: BUT
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so what then?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: they made headlines suing a US band.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: wtf so what? so did lars ulrich
[01/08/10] Houellequin: but who cares
[01/08/10] Houellequin: garage band dude
[01/08/10] Houellequin: celestia made it to the states recently
[01/08/10] Houellequin: played with bone awl. why more important.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Goresoaked, heard of them?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: nope….american i assume, best gore over there is devourment, disgorge, etc [we can sit here naming back alley garage bands all day]
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: This is Grind, so feel free to discard.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: meh, goregrind is kinda stuck
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: They were good.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Killed their bassist.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Saw them live once.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: i mean, where to go from recycled carcass lyrics and arrangemnts, exhumed were good though
[01/08/10] Houellequin: meh
[01/08/10] Houellequin: we got captain cleanoof here
[01/08/10] Houellequin: nice guys
[01/08/10] Houellequin: and the kill
[01/08/10] Houellequin: shares fuck im dead dude
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Australian, you have FID. Honestly, I like them more than most.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: We DO have Anal Blast though.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: hmmm….theyre better now with their drummer…guy goes hard live
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so you do
[01/08/10] Houellequin: anal cunt is touring with chopper i hear
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Anal Cunt can stick it.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Their last few albusm have been trash. AC that is.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: They used to hate shit.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: fuck them
[01/08/10] Houellequin: they are garbage
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Now they make it up.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Pig Destroyer.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I knew the whole band.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: a ha
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I am from their home town.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yah. cool dude. i bet that means you’re real close to them huh? instantly know a lot about their shit?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I dated their singers nephew.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so, im from the same town as blood duster
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yah
[01/08/10] Houellequin: guy or girl? :3
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: So, Pig Destroyer?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: early stuff is transitory, but prowler and terrifyer are masterpeices
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I can concur.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: enemy soil?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: totoal fucking destruction?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: narcosis from britain
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: haha
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: well, as I said, I would lose this, so you got me there.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: of course I do. you knew i’d get you at BM as well, thats why you changed the subject to GC. do you concede defeat?
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Nope.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: BUT
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I do need to reset my internet.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: The cycle is fucked up
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: gimme a moment.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: running away
[01/08/10] Houellequin: tail between legs
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: nah
[01/08/10] Houellequin: thats what i thought
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I will be bacl
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: back*
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yeah
[01/08/10] Houellequin: after
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: After nothing
[01/08/10] Houellequin: you’ve been to metal archives
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: It will take seconds.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: refreshed your knowledge
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my friend
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my sweet sad friend
[01/08/10] Houellequin: i have won this battle
[01/08/10] Houellequin: another foe smited
[01/08/10] Houellequin: 12 years of doing nothing but listening and reading about metal have paid off
[01/08/10] Houellequin: this is my day of glory
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: There
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: didn’t even need to DC
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: how metal is your metal know-it-all?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: im gunna go eat dinner
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my friend
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: WAIT
[01/08/10] Houellequin: its totally metal
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: What are you eating?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: food
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: TELL ME WHAT MEAT
[01/08/10] Houellequin: your mothers sweet vagina
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: IF you say are you a veggie, I will fucking kill you.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: no fucking way
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Good
[01/08/10] Houellequin: beef my friend
[01/08/10] Houellequin: veggies are my foe
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Beef is good
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my best friend is a veggo
[01/08/10] Houellequin: i smack her for it
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I am proud of you.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: she drinks like a fish as well though
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so
[01/08/10] Houellequin: we’re good
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Psh
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: If you beat me, as a beef eating member of humanity, I will concede and declare your honour.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: If not, well, eat beef on your own.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: im pretty sure i just won
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: As a warm up, look up the side projects to GWAR.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so… concede my friend
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: No really.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: wtf fuck gwar. omfg.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: They did a DOOM band.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: two words… honestly… crotch duster
[01/08/10] Houellequin: dont even get me started on doom. seriously. ill really bury you.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Tell me their Doom Metal bands name.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: OH HO
[01/08/10] Houellequin: thergothon
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Seems I have a stronghold here.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: idk who gives a shit
[01/08/10] Houellequin: its gwar. what the fuck does anyone care?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: they fucking dont matter? they are not interesting or influential at all, pointless.. i might as well sit here and rattle of countless bullshit bands you wont have heard of.. simply because you haven’t and apparently you think that wins the game. it doesnt. they have no place in this conversation.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Doom Metal though.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: at all
[01/08/10] Houellequin: thergothon are better then anything gwar shit out
[01/08/10] Houellequin: doom metal though? ugh
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my friend has side projects in doom
[01/08/10] Houellequin: too
[01/08/10] Houellequin: but im not gunna talk about them
[01/08/10] Houellequin: because again
[01/08/10] Houellequin: who gives a fuck
[01/08/10] Houellequin: they dont matter in doom metal
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Sure, but they went mainstream.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: are we gunna start naming garage bands again?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: mainstream…. mainsteam???!?!?! omfg
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: the Gwar one anyways.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Ya
[01/08/10] Houellequin: mainsteam
[01/08/10] Houellequin: theres your problem dude
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: So you shouls know it an hate it.
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: should*
[01/08/10] Houellequin: they left the relms of metal
[01/08/10] Houellequin: and went mainstream,
[01/08/10] Houellequin: i dont do mainstream
[01/08/10] Houellequin: ive got refined tastes
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I can buy a fucking Mayhem shirt in the US.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: apart from journey
[01/08/10] Houellequin: lawl
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: Mainstream means a lot here.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so?
[01/08/10] Houellequin: just because it means a lot in the US
[01/08/10] Houellequin: again
[01/08/10] Houellequin: who cares
[01/08/10] Houellequin: dig deeper
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Houellequin looks really cute
[01/08/10] Houellequin: look
[01/08/10] Houellequin: we can go on and on
[01/08/10] Houellequin: and
[01/08/10] Houellequin: ill still win
[01/08/10] Houellequin: tbh
[01/08/10] Houellequin: so im gunna eat now
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I will dig deep into your ass. Go eat your food, while I eat mine :3
[01/08/10] Houellequin: and revel in my brilliance
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: As if.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: my anus is made of metal as well
[01/08/10] Houellequin: ill break your cock off
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: My cock is brimstone.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: no your cock is gwar
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: LOL
[01/08/10] Houellequin: mainstream and kinda flimsy
[01/08/10] Houellequin: :3
[01/08/10] Houellequin: now you have a crush on me
[01/08/10] Houellequin: its cute
[01/08/10] Houellequin: im going
[01/08/10] Houellequin: om nom nom
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: My cock is used to carve details in granite.
[01/08/10] Houellequin: yeah
[01/08/10] Houellequin: “i concede defeat to houellequin”
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: NOpe
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: nope*
[01/08/10] Jack D Fabulous: I will misname you.

I push you against the limits and force you to make me cum, and I do.
I cum in your name. It’s words sliding and dripping down off my tongue like a snake holding an apple.

What am I to be this for you?

You force me to bend to you, and I do. Unwilling yet so unbelievably willing to let you control me and catch me in your arms, whispering those truths into my ears.
“you are a woman, my Ella, my woman.”

What am I to want this?

I submit to it, to you. The truth is in the look in your eye, the bite of teeth into my bottom lip.
Lying in the sweaty mixture of limbs, tongue, fingers.. minds… I learn to be your woman, from the movements of my body to the way my mind thinks, to the wetness of my cunt.

and I embrace it.
I will be your woman,
your whore
your possession
your thing…
If in return I have my love, my king.
My Emperor.

what am i? what am i?

This must surely be what it feels to be a nun.
In love with the image of god, so apart of her physical world so apart of her.. yet so separate.
Grasping at the headboard, the cross laying gently across her sweaty breasts.. the picture of her god blazing inside her mind as her fingers meet hot, wet, needing flesh that quivers under her touch, gods hand surely placed over it.. guiding her.

Is this not us?
Is this not us!
Please, what am I to be this for you?

Hot humid afternoons also find me lying in bed, tangled within white sheets my skin so hot.. so burning for your touch. Lips parted in sigh, your name slips from them like little moaned prayers as the light filtering through the curtains makes the sweat running down the wanting curve of my back shine like a little candles, ones that I have placed at my window.. guiding you home.

What am I to need this?

I cannot decieve you. I am yours. The ready violin.. your bow rosined perfectly for my play.
Must I be more clear darling?
Fuck me, possess me, have me. Have all of me.
We are locked in a twist of inevidability that will not brake.

Whatever I am to be this for you, to want this.. I embrace.

James Joyce and his wife Nora Joyce, I claim them to be us from another life.

James surely shares your passion for the surreal, and your dirty mind. Nora, the innocent ravenous little whore for him. Pretentiou, I know, that I claim this. Yet I still feel a familiar tingling when reading his writing, like I’m still brushing fingers over your mind.

To NORA
Dublin 2 December 1909

My love for you allows me to pray to the spirit of eternal beauty and tenderness mirrored in your eyes or fling you down under me on that softy belly of yours and fuck you up behind, like a hog riding a sow, glorying in the very stink and sweat that rises from your arse, glorying in the open shape of your upturned dress and white girlish drawers and in the confusion of your flushed cheeks and tangled hair. It allows me to burst into tears of pity and love at some slight word, to tremble with love for you at the sounding of some chord or cadence of music or to lie heads and tails with you feeling your fingers fondling and tickling my ballocks or stuck up in me behind and your hot lips sucking off my cock while my head is wedged in between your fat thighs, my hands clutching the round cushions of your bum and my tongue licking ravenously up your rank red cunt. I have taught you almost to swoon at the hearing of my voice singing or murmuring to your soul the passion and sorrow and mystery of life and at the same time have taught you to make filthy signs to me with your lips and tongue, to provoke me by obscene touches and noises, and even to do in my presence the most shameful and filthy act of the body. You remember the day you pulled up your clothes and let me lie under you looking up at you while you did it? Then you were ashamed even to meet my eyes.

You are mine, darling, mine! I love you. All I have written above is only a moment or two of brutal madness. The last drop of seed has hardly been squirted up your cunt before it is over and my true love for you, the love of my verses, the love of my eyes for your strange luring eyes, comes blowing over my soul like a wind of spices. My prick is still hot and stiff and quivering from the last brutal drive it has given you when a faint hymn is heard rising in tender pitiful worship of you from the dim cloisters of my heart.

Nora, my faithful darling, my seet-eyed blackguard schoolgirl, be my whore, my mistress, as much as you like (my little frigging mistress! My little fucking whore!) you are always my beautiful wild flower of the hedges, my dark-blue rain-drenched flower.

-James.


 

 

Her loins smeared with blood,

she crawls satisfied to whore anew..
…and whore she will.

 

 

Top;  Maitreya – Sarong Top * Sepia

Tattoo:   GoK – Ghost Geisha

Corset: Tri’s Sky – Leather V

Skirt: Maitreya – Jules JeansSkirt – Light

Bangles: [ glow ] studio – silver thin bracelets

Hair:   *booN – TOM245 hair black

Skin; :Curio: – Sundust-Vixen-Merlot

Manipulation;   Myself.

Background;  Blood Valley again.

You cruel king

did you mention that there are chosen ones

who come forth


We wear the crown god used to wear

this gruelling weight it feels right


Feel the choking blackness of a new year

so familiar

so devastating


You cruel king


Maybe completed maybe divided in six

accomplished by foreign hands

it is here


where are you?

<3    <3    <3

Skin; :Curio: – Sundust-Vixen-Merlot

Hair: Maitreya – Dylan – Blacks Pack

Bangles: [ glow ] studio – silver thin bracelets

Boots: [*RG*] – Girls’ Biker Boots -White-

Top: [Plastik] – Astrid-Black

Corset: Tri’s Sky – Leather V

Skirt: Maitreya – Jules JeansSkirt – Light

Stockings: Chic Boutique – Black Beaded Lingerie

Pose: Self made.

Rage Face; Blackmetal lifestyle.

Background: Cafe in Blood valley. Not open yet. [Being Built]

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Take my hand break my stride

Make me smile for every time I’ve cried

Hold my heart in the palm of your hand

Don’t listen to it breaking Just listen to the band

Do you wanna ride in my car It’s parked out on the street

Or just stay with me awhile before I fall asleep

Take these tears

Wash your skin

I‘m having trouble breathing Since you walked in

My hands are tied

My head is reeling

My eyes have cried a million tears

From wishing you were here

All my life I’ve welcomed pain

I’ve made up more excuses to bring it back again

Now I’m here and I’ll drink to the shame

I‘ll drink to the madness that made me this way.



<3      <3      <3

Bindings;  Marine’s little shop – Shibari arms
[these are amazing, and come with a few different binding poses, very well build. Totally mouth watering.]

Boots; J’s – GOTH BUCKLE UP BOOTS UP

Top: * [CALYPSO GIANO]  -  Double Strap Top – Color – F2

Hair; [rQ] – KabiBe~Noir~

Hair; Maitreya Green – Blacks Pack

Skin: *REDGRAVE – 08 Scarlett Skin / *smoky 3

Tattoo – ::Garden of Ku Town:: – Wired Garden

background – Skybox for an old sim called The second circle. [No longer active]

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Lycan avatar; Mekan - Anthro Werewolf Female/demonic

Background - Obscure Reality.

Arm-leg cuffs – Self made.

some modding was done.

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Eye on the TV
cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever
flavor it happens to be Like:
“Killed by the husband” …
Drowned by the ocean” …
Shot by his own son” …
She used a poison in his tea, then she kissed him goodbye
That’s my kind of story
It’s no fun til someone dies.
Don’t look at me like I am a monster
Frown out your one face, but with the other
Stare like a junkie into the TV
Stare like a zombie while the mother holds her child,
Watches him die,
Hands to the sky cryin “why, oh why?”

 

Cause I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too – don’t lie.

 

<3   <3   <3

Pants, chest&arm bandage; [Modal] – [Brown] Heishiro.

Head & back piece; ::J.SaW.w:: – Cyborg female.

Skin; :Curio: – Sundust-Vixen-Merlot

Background;   Devils Moon.


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Well it may sound absurd but I want to be a wreck for you, smash out my honor on your floor; fill up your bathtub with my moods.

Well it may sound a little frightening but I want to swallow all of your skin, chew your soft tissue into ash; beat your ego black and blue.

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